Broken Hearted

Where is the book that teaches
you to do everything right?
Broken hearts and scallywags
All I do is cry cry cry

Loneliness is a creature
You'll let it sneak up and down
I've past that troll
I've paid my toll
Now I'm headed for the light

I feel, I'm fallen
Oh, all that I've lost
I'm so broken hearted
I'm on my knees
Beggin' ya please
Stay right here, forgive me
I feel like this life is over
I just can't speak 
Without ya there
I'll stay with the air

I'm a victim of you
Can't ya see that it's me too
Sucked me clean, bled me dry
All I did was try try try

Don't ya know my broken voice
Will be forever haunting?
Creepin' away, stuck in that place
You always left me wanting


I feel, I'm fallen
Oh, all that I've lost
I'm so broken hearted
I'm on my knees
Beggin' ya please
Stay right here, forgive me
I feel like this life is over
I just can't speak 
Without ya there
I'll stay with the air
Forgive me

Well I told you
This was a sweet romance
I'll love you
'Til this bitter world ends

I needed to 
Hold a little of you
You know that
I'll do all that I can 

Well I'm so broken hearted
I'm on my knees
Beggin' ya please
Stay right here, forgive me
I feel like this life is over
I just can't speak 
Without ya there
I'll stay with the air
Forgive me

Forgive me
 
I am in love with this lady. She is so relevant to my life. Her voice, you can feel the soul behind the lyrics. She speaks for many of us. The music helps some.

The friends that have come to call on me these last two weeks, barely enough to keep me from folding in on myself. The vodka has helped me to say fuck it, but just so. Reality is, I'm a grown up. I can't stay drunk. I can't surround myself with people all the time. Some days there is just no getting away from being broken hearted.